argh, competition meets just rip out my heart and my tears, and drags pieces of my emotions all over the place in various directions. even before i'm able to summon them all back, another wave of events in a seperate comp hits and tears them into even smaller pieces.

*sigh

now i can really understand every emotion that goes on out there. joy, regret, disappointment, fatigue, fustration..., i've been there. =D

haha.

haha indeed. =)