a flute of champagne for the worn.

"i do love you very much, and defintely hope the best for you. but you've gotta learn to love yourself, and the people and things God has given to you, especially your grades."

thank you for that timely reminder. honestly, i've been made such a fool. from top in class to 10th postition or more. *urgh!!!* i've been made a huge joke. i desperately need to see the answer sheets to the papers before the exams. preferably one week before to facilitate the committing of the answers to my memory. all my lecturers please take note.

may politics be abolished forever. dunno how it can happen though.
but still, is necessary for a euphoric lifestyle.


and mark, i wanna see that guess dress or levi's jeans before i begin considering teaching you conventions. =P IRB's soon..

~i think i really could wake up to your laugh every morning.

that is so sweet. could you? i might. the first few times. but after that. i'll probably doze off even before you complete your laugh. haha. so, could you? would you? should i try one day? i've got no probs to waking up early. especially when i have an eight o'clock lecture that day. =D plus, i've got a really wonderful, cheerful, sweet, fresh and beautiful laugh that i'm sure you'll be willing to wake up to. who knows, you might even be waking me up just to have that laugh to start your day. but, exams are soon so DON'T even think of bugging me. but i'll always welcome you popping by and giving me huge hugs. include cookies and flowers and/or other nice stuff. so long as it doesn't clutter my house. add a few kisses to my tears or sizzled up neurons when it happens or when you sense is about to happen.

thankyou.

(i think i'm about to miss your presence, but i'm quite sure i won't. =p)

new year, bigger hurdles.




this year started out bad. as in real bad. for me. i felt as if i am being forced to retire from my career, but many have commented that it's an over reaction on my part.



in other more enlighting news, i'm gald to have attended the comp, though training was really difficult and harvest was literally ZERO (in the sense of medal haul), but i'm glad i have experienced it. broke my personal best, not significant enough apparently, and was able to successfully handle humiliation and the media, which i must add was terrible hard to get rid off. no matter how genius and apathetic my comments were, the reporters/interviewers somehow always managed to churn up comeback lines that i found impossible to argue against, using real english words or just words that is. maybe that's why they are still holding their jobs till today. and dispite my fustration, i sincerely take my hat off to them. of course, i have to commend myself of the few times i managed to gracefully and tactically rid myself of them. (grins WIDELY)





there's still the competitiors whom you haven't heard about. so don't go away. i'll be right back after these messages.