to the guy who 'made' me cry

hello.
i don't know your name nor where you're from but if you're feeling bad for giving me the wrong instruction, i'm telling you please do not worry.
people all make mistakes and i'm sure that was done purely unintentionally.

well, in fact i have to thank you. at least i was able to feel the number 3 tag and didn't need to come in last.

can't really say why i cried but i guess it was due to shock. after all the mental preperation this really was not any of the scenarios i've prepared myself for.

moreover, if you haven't had made me cry, i would have never, never, ever gotten the attention of some of the cuter guys present at the meet. honestly. not like i was able to get their number or anything but well, they noticed me. (big deal)

the down side however would be that i'll have to change my rashguard or bear the embarrassemt whenever i wear it. 'cos it has the big blue 'GILL' words splattered on the front which everyone can distinctively recognise and remember. "wasn't that the girl who cried" kind of thing. *urgh. can't imagine i did something so embarrasing... ...

in anycase, just don't feel bad. i've got much to be thankful for. sorry i cried.