whee... our teacher... chinese one... to be exact... booked the comp lab for us to use... he chased all the existing users in the comp lab out.. and gave us the privillage of using the comp lab.... no one to disturb us too.... hehe...

yesterday's crush programme was more interesting than the others... cos jhee wasn't the one teaching... haha... this time, the trainer was a female... and she was frm the SAF councilling center... dunno if she is still there though... anyway... she was pretty funny...
joanna... our ementor came too... jeanice and i were rather excited to see her...haha... is was like... meeting an old friend...

some one in comp lab is playing music very loudly very now... she seems lonely... so maybe she is just trying to gain attention... haiz... now, there a lot of people crowding around her... but they are slowly dispersing...
perhaps i'm slightly jealous... btw, the person playing music is my classmate... butin anycase... i have friends 360 degrees around me... so i shouldn't be bothering... i guess... haha... alright... this is only a VERY trival matter... so i shall stop crapping about it... incase it bores you... haha

hey people... back again... below is the song i like the most and to me the lyrics are rather meaningfull... well it may seem a bit feminist... but... well... maybe guys just do not need this kind of comfort... anyway.. please read it and i hope you'll enjoy it.. =)


btw, this song is by christina aguilera, entittled 'the voice within', taken off her album 'stripped'


Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

hii again...

in school now... haveing early release today.. cos of a programme outside school thats starts slightly after school ends... to be exact... it will be held in PLMGS... some CRuSH PROGRAMME... my friends who went yesterday said that the things taught have alreday been taught last time... so it was rather boring... anyway.... after this course, we will be mentors... for next year's batch of sec 1s... hopefull i can gain more CIP points...

about my cca... handbell... if some of you people dunno what that is...
it is made up of bells... like an ice cream bell... but they are handmade and tuned to perfection such that each bell has a note... like those you have on your piano.. both black and white... we have altogether 5 octaves of bells... yup... we create music and we also use scores... like those of any other instrument.. western ones that is... but our scores have lotz of notes and they usually come in coloums... it is pretty hard to spot your note if it is in the middle of the staff... but you'll get used to it after a while... this cca requires quite a bit of team work... and that's when all the scolding comes... but the rewards are really fruitfull... trust me... ;)

weeee... hols are coming! so excited... finally after 9-10 months of work... finally we get a 2 months break... they should have more of these... it's part of human rights... hehe... well... my family is planing for a holiday... we actually decided on south africa... however... due to the lack of passengers.. there is no available flight till the 6 of december... haiz... well... if it is meant to be... let it be.... so my parents are now deciding on korea... south.. of course.... but... their mind have been changing ever since and i really dunno whats happening now... i personally want to go somewhere which is experiencing winter... some where like japan... or nepal... or even countries that have giant theme parks like california.... or osaka... or gold coast... anyway..
i'm fine with anything actually... so long as i can enjoy myself... hehe

hello people... three songs bellow... one by stacie orrico and the other two by clay aiken... i really like them.. not my the best i've seen but one of my favourties...

the one i like most the the one bellow this... by stacie orrico... entittled strong enough...
i prefer her voice compared to the lyrics... and btw... her voice is real strong... trust me on that... however... not as strong as christina aguilera~ hehe

our school may be organising a musical performance for the public sometime in july next year... handbell ( my cca) will be peforming... come support us kay? most likely will be at the esplanade... but nothin' is comfirmed yet... so don not set yr hopes too high!

g2g... continue later... bye!

As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the road has just begun

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness far from now (?) make me suffer for a life time
Is there anyway to be remade whole again?
If I feel renewed and find forgiveness and find the strength I've never had
Will my scares forever ruin all God's plan?

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again

Theres something bout the way you look tonight, Theres something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you. Theres
something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around. And I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,

[Chorus:]
Its in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me the way that I want you tonight, its in the way that you
hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say, u feel it in the way, you feel it in the
way.

Theres something bout how you stay on my mind, theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep Oh
no. Maybe its the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile. And the reasons they
may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.

[Chorus]

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby. So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked
up inside, just thinking bout the way.

[Chorus]

When the world was in upside down
I could take all the time I had
But I'm not gonna wait
When a moment can vanish so fast
Cause every kiss is a kiss you can never get back


Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that's where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night


When the answer to all my dreams
Is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say


Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that is where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
Hold me close to your heart
I will go with you to the end of the Earth
(And we'll fly)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night


This is the night where we capture forever
And all out tomorrows begin
After tonight we will never be lonely again


Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that is where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the end of the Earth
(And we'll fly)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

handbell is really fun... well... all except the teacher in charge... haiz... nothin is perfect in this world anyway...so i guess i'll just have to live and let live... =) okay.... on the positive side... our coach has benn on the bright side these few days... at least for grp 2... monday's practice was much beter... cos some people who constantly makes mistakes did not attend the practice... we will be performing for the sec 1 induction ceremony on the second week in january... hehe... hope that it will turn out to be a success... it's a wish that will be difficult to be fulfill...

filled in our option for the subject combinations for next year....
my first option is e maths, a maths, english, chinese, chem, bio, pure lit and ss geog....
second on is almost the same just that instead of pure lit and ss geog, it is ss lit and pure geog... and i think there is no bio for this combination... so i may have to settle for phy...

received our school's 2003 annual.... well... it's not bad... just that i do not really like the cover page... it features a grp of ppl frm our school... in school uniform... but the thing is that they are sec 1s... dosen't look that presentable as compared to last year's...

well... looks like school term is really really really coming to an end and i'll be in year 3 next year... how fast time flies... seems like it was only yesterday when i had just been enrolled into year one...

anyway... i'm rather excited abt the up coming hols and i'm gonna make it a good and exciting one...

lalallalallalalallalalala...... exams are all over.... =) =).... really slack now... even during handbell practices too...

however... results are all going to be out... have to embrace myself for the worst ...